acceptance speech after setting the world record in goosebumps -- the year of no grudges, or instead of writing a furious text, I try a poem -- the museum of broken relationships -- time piece -- queer youth are five times more likely to die by suicide -- no such thing as the innocent bystander -- to whom it definitely concerns -- every time I ever said I wan to die -- instead of depression -- what live is -- homesick: a plea for our planet -- the day prince died -- my gender is the undoing of gender -- spelling bee without stinger -- the night shift -- love me to life -- love letter to the tick that got me sick -- after the break-up, our tandem bike speaks: -- neighbors -- note to the stranger six feet away: -- good grief -- the call, option 1 -- the call, option 2 -- what can't be taken -- the test of time -- aliens explain why they are visiting earth -- constellations rearrange themselves into a protest sign -- climate change -- wellness check -- my girlfriend's karaoke song -- what you wish you'd said to the high school guidance counselor -- what sucks about the afterlife -- how the worst day in my life became the best -- life sentence -- not alone -- how i became a poet -- see this through -- the last hours -- acknowledgements -- about the author